Meiko; Reasons to love you

haven't visited in really long, finally saw some Y

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loved grey's, hated new the hills. sometimes i wonder why i waste my time watching their feigned open-mouthed gasps and then i remember that i am a regular teenager who wastes her time watching trash

i want to buy so many random useless things i used to splurge on
like endless magazines to stare at pretty pictures or ribbons i rarely tie my hair with or clothes that end up in a pile but but this is not a time

never seems to be a time anymore

never mind, bkk here i come!

i promise to study tomorrow.

exams are a drag hurry up and end already please!!

fuckkkkkkkkk i didn't finish my last part of the last question (25marks) and it was easy and i had everything in my head and my hand tried its best to go as fast as it could across the page (so fast that my words all became a horizontal line and i needed to constantly cancel them to try and write more legibly) oh fuck im so upset.
i wish i was chuck and i would pretentiously include my name somewhere in my answers

btw i just realised any server other than internet explorer makes me look like i am a computer idiot who cannot do a layout properly

Lifehouse; Broken

GORGEOUS GIRL WITH A GOLDEN HEART

i know i'm super slow but i finally got down to watching it (albeit in the midst of my exams hello i ought to be shot) but Factory Girl is a must-watchhhh


okayokay i need to stop pretending my exams are over after one paper.
3 more to go
sighsigh

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but you,

i hate projects i hate econs i hate school

i love stephcheong happy birthday! shall put up like..a picture if i can find a presentable one, that is. horrible manliness theme!

conversations with..
- Pakistani NUS projectmate: Singapore as a democratic country v.s. totalitarian, &India and Pakistan conflict
- Friends: Xiaxue, hateful tuition kids, and where to go shopping (HK v.s BKK)

Owl City; On the Wing

GF &I - the weekend we were in love .. with books and the school library


my sad worthless phone now


attempting to smile without teeth but omfg!
i have no upper lip and she has double of it!

rare normal moment

we were coincidentally superwomen but
c is secretly saying 'look at my nostrils!!'


then she says 'look at my teeth!!'
i think she's secretly wearing dentures. you can't even see my braces that clearly.


now we're just dead newscasters
(or i'm just as always, looking angrily at my econs notes disguised as the script

while charm has serious cross-eyed issues)


mygawdd my charm should attend my theatre studies class. she can exercise her facial muscles very well.


then c says 'LOOK IM SO CUTE WHEN I DO THIS'
i almost died laughing.

moooom you tied my hair too tight

skinny! give me skinny face!

Boys Like Girls; Hero Heroine

No maybes about it, definitely an exceptional romantic comedy.
First, Love Actually was a must-watch every Christmas. Now we have something else to must-watch every April 1st (inside joke) !

If Isla Fisher is not reason enough to catch it,

This is! And that's why you have to catch Little Miss Sunshine and No Reservations too.

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On a totally random sidenote, I think this is such a gorgeous engagement ring or something. Isn't it breathtakingly simple..
okay random moment over.

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Hi, my name is April and we're rehearsing.

The Honorary Tite; Far More

school is CRAZY.
crazy is the only apt adjective to sum it up in a word.
okay, and insane.
and my vocab just sadly limited now.
hate school.
heaps of work. i'll be the one free of jealousy.
i've never felt so overwhelmed by school.

>:'c

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i'll be the one free of jealousy.

Boys Like Girls; Hero Heroine

i don't understand how people do that. you know those uncles in random bugis shops under the guise of helping you but secretly have you tucked under their pits so youre completely obliged and forced to buy their stuff. he might as well have pried my wallet from my hands and taken my money himself. except i didn't pay cos my wallet was empty except for some useless cards and receipts.

so if i didn't pay what am i complaining about, you might ask.
well. i just like to complain.

i must shop shopping.!!
i have 100% compulsive and obsessive traits.
am happy with my buys
though i know 2 weeks from now i'm going to open my wardrobe and think i have nothing to wear and have to run around naked

wish people weren't bitchy.
hope they aren't.
want to believe they aren't.

there's this thing about facebook
it kills you.
i feel like an idiot.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Missy Higgins; Where I Stood

p: pale, pale, bulbous pustules.

the braces are really making it hard to manage a normal smile. i hate you, metal brackets and wires! you .. thingies!

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see you at zouk flea!

Susie Suh; Give Me Heart

When I watch drama serials; one tree hill, lipstick jungle all, what primarily strikes me is the protagonist’s arm candy. It’s not a hot guy or the latest bag but her best friend.
They always have one. Sticking through them thick and thin.

I remember mine. I don't talk about it anymore but it always floods back from the back of my mind. Lying on our classroom floor, head propped by school bags, earphones plugged in our ears, singing along, oblivious that the cement beneath was grossly dusty, or that we’re going off-key. (I know we definitely were.)
We weren’t bothered, we were never bothered about anything but ourselves. We were capable, we could do anything, because we had each other.
We had plans. She would study boring business, work for her dad, and sponsor my magazine start-up where I would be editor. We could do anything then.

When I’m feeling useless and inferior I always think of our promises. Lying in our old classroom floor, in the school that had thousands of people, but where everyday, I only really saw her.

And then I think about us now, poles apart in every sense imagineable, and I can only wonder where it all went. Nothing but a fleeting manifestation of life.

everybody just needs some Bourbon Petite Strawberry biscuits!
or Dippy's : D
new love, apart from Topshop's sudden generosity; 10bucks off on top of 10%!

i've un-pmsed, if that's possible

next up those purple McVitie's and more strawberry Fran!
discovered my not-so-secret closet jappie persona \(^.^)/ (who needs to go running)
but still
: D : D : D

LATELY

it's all going down.

so much.

STAIND; RIGHT HERE

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A.M. SIXTY; Big as the Sky

this was the HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIANG (:

and this is the HAPPY BIRTHDAY DA (:
had best portobello (pawtobello!) mushrooms and choc fondue coupled w to-die-for raspberry sorbet
(thanks dinah again for lugging bag within your humongous B.A. (secret initials) bag)

i am so weird #1001

realised huiyi has been back for a month and we haven't QT-ed much, much less be adventurous kids and take photos (favourite past-time) or clubbed together. or just had fun. i can't rememeber the last time.
:ccc


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on another whole degree,
life sucks.
it's great to be normal
but it sucks to be ordinary too,
in every single sense imaginable.


that's when i'm so glad you're here, Big as the Sky to me.

FELL. IN. LOVE.


epitome of picture perfect!



times when the .. beauty of Art kinda spooks me out and brings me back to primary school days when your friends send you emails with titles encouraging you to watch the videos attached and gives you instructions like You Must Switch Off All Lights And Be All Alone In the Room, Keep Eyes Glued to Screen and naive poor me gets the shock of my life when an Ah Ma with bloodshot eyes comes floating toward me

http://www.emsfilm.com/films/camille.htm

okay exaggerated comparison. but i thought Amy was really good. (this is not to be likened to misleading encouraging titles of my primary school emails)


pictures and their thousand words


I love you,
(but I'm just not in love with you.)

HAHA.




today i redefined my definition of 'spending time'
it felt like a good thing but now like any other some-times, i wonder

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so anyw, happy 20th, fnkly (: wtfk!
happy belated 21st, dear sis and jiang tsu
and ofcos budds big 2-1 on valentine's itself.


im worried about how my bank account is going to deal with these happiness

okay enough of keeping calm
i really should be doing my work.

tomorrow, tomorrow.

TV Carpio; I Want To Hold Your Hand